Just Bromantically Invested (Accidental Love Book 4) by Saxon James

Author:Saxon James [James, Saxon]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: May Books
Published: 2024-10-17T00:00:00+00:00

I’m craving company, so I go out. It would have been easy to see if Lana wanted to catch up, but I don’t need her judgment over making a move on Madden only to have it blow up in my face. She won’t have nice things to say about him, and I refuse to hear it.

Instead of going to my usual club, I do something I’ve never done before.

I google the nearest gay bar and head there instead.

I’m breaking out in a cold sweat while I wait in line, sure someone is going to call me out. Make it clear I don’t belong here.

The thing is though, I’m not sure that I do. I got off with my best friend one time. If the rumors are true, straight guys do that sort of thing all the time in college. I didn’t, but I did kiss a guy friend in high school as a dare, and I’d avoided him for the rest of the year.

I’d avoided him because I liked it.

The shame and embarrassment from that kiss comes back, and all these feelings I’m having for Madden are making it all make sense. I’m connecting the dots in a way I never have before: the dry mouth, the sweaty palms, how I’d spot him down the end of the corridor, and every time, it felt like I was being hit by a sickening punch to the gut. Not shame like I thought. Fear. I’d been attracted to him. Not uncomfortable. Too comfortable.

I want to figure myself out.

I hand over my ID and am waved inside without incident. As soon as I make it into the hall, the heavy thump of the music surrounds me, and I force myself to keep moving. It would be too easy to turn and run away, but I’m fucking doing this.

If Madden can’t be here for me, I’ll be here for my fucking self.

Before I step out into the club area, I fill my lungs with a long inhale, then give myself over to whatever happens.

It’s bright and loud, just as I expected, but the main difference to where I usually go is that the majority of the people on the dance floor are men. There are a mix of people sitting around drinking and two women making out by the bar that I’m walking toward. I find an empty stool and order a drink, then watch the scene behind me in the mirror above the line of alcohol bottles.

People dancing, people making out, laughing, arguing, talking. A whole eclectic bunch. I watch for so long the bartender offers me another drink, and I take it. There are three guys on the side of the dance floor closest to me. Two of them have taken off their shirts, and the guy in the middle looks blissed-out. I have no idea where any of their hands are, but one guy is sucking on the middle one’s neck while he shares the filthiest kiss I’ve ever seen with the third.

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